Posting to my wall will remain off until I get my bearings.

Not dead yet.
Not expecting to be dead soon.

And…

Went to hospital for suspected stroke (I knew it wasn’t). Long story, details later. Brain lesion metastases from primary lung tumor. I named this one Blessed little fucker because it took out my dominant (left) arm and hand bite by bite over 2 weeks. I ran stroke protocol 34567812 times. Believed I’d pinched a nerve. BLF (Blessed Little Fucker) was resected, all function returned. Minor tweaks thru OT to come. General strength PT for a bit.

Turns out some things I tossed off as aging were tumour gags. LOL 🤷🏼‍♀️

Radiation first, chemo starts on June 26. I’ll have a port. Yada Yada.

Stage 4, terminal but managable, optimism all around.

Do not smoke. Hahaha

Details when I have them. Healing prayers and energy welcome. I’m going day by day with my focus on clearing and joy. We have Hillman Cancer Center and one of the best global teams for cancer, cutting edge tech, research, etc.

Undiffererntiated adenocarcinoma unless new testing shifts it. Not the worst, not the best, many tools.

It is not small cell or squamous cell (worst prognosis), not the best one, either, that’s non small cell basal something and has most tools. 💜

FB wall off while I narrow my focus to health and joy as the treatments do their jobs.

All styles of healing energies welcome regardless of base spirit. Candles, saints, jujus, prayers, etc welcome. I’ll update periodically. I probably won’t answer comments. I will NOT entertain advice, well meaning or otherwise, on my profile. I will not be answering most individual messages.