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Yesterday was 1st round of curated for my genetic makeup and this particular type of undiffererntiated adenocarcinoma more commonly known as smoker’s cancer. It was far shorter time in the infusion chair. Both Samantha and I were moved off center by the rapidly changing meds and potential side effects we’d mentally prepped for. All changes were great changes and a bit disconcerting all the same.

New meds were shifting up until they entered the infusion port. It was wild. Good, but wild.

I wish I could talk sense about it, but that will be. I’ve been trusting Hillman Teams, built on cutting each research and results who’ve all kept their humanity and turns it towards you.

The port was a success. Some MCAS itching from adhesives because I believe MCAS wants to be a continual reminder that if not the med for it that has cleared up other things who knows when my brain would have found a way to get me to listen. I do not know how far into the future for other humans, but one my messages from the Ether has been that whatever they decide to name this style of mast cell fuckery that’s quickly responded to by cromolyn sodium, it is one of built-in DNA markers that can slow, stop, clear, and warn of certain types of cancer.

Life is weird y’all in the best of ways.

I don’t Google this type of cancer. I’m not anyone’s stat while I’m alive. Dr. Rhee and my lead doc Dr. Malhotra are fantastic.

I’m grateful to the lifetime of spiritual practices that taught me how to untie the hands of the Universe with my small expectations, and so much more that I’ll be happy to talk about later.

Fatigue from the pinpoint radiation is settling in. Many meds to allow this process to do its thing. Sleep hard, wake hard, eat 34000 small meals a day. That number is an exaggeration, but feels accurate.

Falling back to sleep. Take heart, friends, we’ll talk real talk soonish.

All is well, all is well, and all manner of things shall be well. ~Julian of Norwich

Again, all healing energies welcome, none are required. 🥰 💞